Grace

God will go out of His way to show you how much He loves you.

He loves you when your in sin. He loves you the same when you are holy. He will pursue you in both. His love does not depend on what we do or what we are not doing.

In this season of rest God reminded me of a time when I was choosing to love Him, but I wasn’t obeying what He asked of me. I was attached and couldn’t let go of something that was not good for me and was causing me pain and deep heartache. He reminded me of this incident where He manifested Himself to me and literally showed me that He was with me in a time when I was in great despair. He comforted me in that loneliness and confusion. He was drawing me nearer to Him. Little by little I released the hold that the sin had on me. Thinking about it now I’m overwhelmed with how unworthy I am of His constant love yet He chose me.

This reminder He gave me REMINDED me in how He see’s OTHERS when they are not obeying. He pursues THEM in love and so should I. He never condoned my sin. He loved me out of it.

Oh my gosh, He is so worthy of all praise.

Sitting in my chair and spending time with Him a few weeks ago He reminded me of this. He whispered, “Erin, I was choosing you even when you were choosing not to obey me.” Talk about a moment of humility. He was showing me and reminding me that I can be free of thinking I have TO DO anything to have His love or MORE of His love. I already have it.

Grace. He’s teaching me to walk in it. I am soaking it in.

Not that I never sin or am perfect, but now that I’m not choosing sin over obedience, I am AWARE of His presence with me at all times. I’ve been set free. And when I stumble He gently reminds and redirects. I get it wrong sometimes, but I repent and make it right. He is a loving Father and a Councilor full of forgiveness.

I have so many stories to tell and will be releasing them here on this platform. It will be a series of testimonies from my life. They will be natural and supernatural and I promised to release them as He leads me to.

What an adventure to walk with Him. No day is ordinary on this journey.